The Oak Leaves

Today I am a million emotions. Things keep ending and others beginning. Gaining connections and loosing some Id rather not loose. I find myself inside my head instead of where I should be. I don't know how to communicate with others. I am socially inept and its grating.
I am just a ghost...  and wouldn't mind a friend.

I'm tired of feeling this way,

I'm tired of the awkwardness.

I want to feel worth while.

I am thankful for what I do have, though...